Simply Dense

I’ve NOTICED something… PROMISE…
Something THAT makes ME scream
AT the TOP of MY lungs, FOR goodness’ SAKE…
Something SO irritating
I’M amazed I still KNOW how
TO spell MY name…
WHAT is IT? Well, IT’S kind OF
Abstract TO define IT… physically…
AND it MAY imply SO many MEANINGS depending
UPON the SUBJECT…
I actually HAVE it… EVEN if IT’S a
SHAME to TELL the WORLD, but,
WHAT can I do? I just CAN’T choose WHAT
My HEART asks ME to DO, right?
AND it PUSHES to DO it…
IT keeps ON tellin’ ME to DO it…
IT helps ME to BECOME the GREATEST…
Greatest IDIOT of ALL time…
OUCH… Imagine HOW I, the INTELLIGENT,
The TALENTED, the DEEP me WAS caught
IN that STUPID trap…
OH, well… WHERE’S the GENIOUS now?
WHERE’S all THE knowledge?
WHERE are ALL the REASONS?
Where IS the PROUD logic?
DAMN. They’re ALL gone. GONE.
What MADE them? JUST one MAN.
Yes, ONE shallow MAN.
And ALL was HISTORY…
If HE only KNEW…
How MY heart SHATTERS just AT the
MERE mention OF his ANNOYING name…
IF he ONLY knew…
HOW the BROKEN pieces ARE
Brought TOGETHER just AS
He PASS by…
DOES he HAVE an IDEA that
EVERYDAY all I do IS cry?
DOES he KNOW that I’VE cursed MYSELF
For A million TIMES for NOT
Forgetting HIM until NOW?!
Is HE aware THAT I’m ABOUT to
LOSE my SANITY everytime I close
MY eyes AND all I see IS his FACE?
Does HE even CARE?! Ha! AS if!
HE’S so SHALLOW to KNOW that…
BUT, wait, HOW about ME?
What CAN you CALL me? I know THE
Stupid THINGS he DOES but I still
LOVE him?!?
AHH… what’s THE superlative TENSE
Of SHALLOW anyway?
WHATEVER it IS, it’s WORSE than THAT…
I’m SIMPLY nothing…
BUT, dense…


_the12thpoet_